Parasite :

You keep on asking the same old line
When will this end
When will I be mine

Stop bugging me about the same darn thing
I will not stop now
I will not end

Why do you keep pushing me like this?
I don’t want to be your musketeer
I play no roll in this play of yours

Stop making me feel like nothing at all
This is who I am
Not going to change at all

Do not go on like this
Stop this nagging
End it now

You keep on screaming
I do not hear one darn word
My ears are shut to your fake-full words

You brake a glass
It will not help
It will end right now

Shut the door
Leave right now
Let me be myself

Stop it!
Right now!

- H. De Villiers -

Gloomy Happiness :

Pretty sad smiling face

Tears running down with grace

Heart broken by the day

To be the puppet in the race

Happiness all a show

Facing brokenness every day

Buried in her thoughts

Hoping to get one brake

Pretty sad smiling face

Allowing man to destroy your grace

Bending over every day

To be a part of this fat race

Laughter all faded now

Becoming that what she are not

Hope only in her thoughts

Gloomy darkness her happy place

Why pretty smiling face?

Do you let them destroy that grace?

Have they not yet stripped it all?

Leaving you naked in disgrace

All of this to be part of the race

Taking you places you never been

Places unspoken and unseen

Loosing yourself to others thrills

Why be sad pretty face?

Be happy and full of grace

Build your castles in your heart

And treasure moments often forgot

Be pretty smiling face

Happy and full of grace

Heart outspoken every day

Pretty happy smiling face

- H. De Villiers -

My Inspirational People :

Some of my poems was not only directed to one of these angels, but was also written with there help and understanding.

I would like to thank them all for the impact that they have on my life.

You are all angels and treasured in my heart.


Mum and Dad




Hugo Smit



Eugene Mostert





Berenice Herbst






Alison Starbuck







Simone Dreyer






And all the other that wish not to be mentioned.

Love you all lots!

Afrikaans :

Ons land ons trots
Ons taal, dit is mos tops

Ons sing, ons dans

Vir ons taal, sal ons opstaan

Biltong en rugby

Ons bloed is mos groen

Habana en Skinstad

Die manne van ons land

Koffie en kondensmelk

Die troos vir verlange

Warm en snoesig

Die druk van ons hande

Sommer en sonskyn

Almal op die strande

Braaivleis saans

Dit is mos....

AFRIKAANS

- H. De Villiers -

To the one I never met :

In my heart I can feel how special you where

You filled your mum’s heart

There where no one can fill or replace

You not only loved her

But you loved every one that you knew

You were so special

And now, even if I don’t know you, you are special to me too

The laughter in your eyes

The happiness in your voice

The unbelievable courage

And the power to make everyone smile

You will never be forgotten

Not by the one’s you left behind

You are happy still

And with the angels that watched you filled everybody you touched

May everyone that have been left behind

Realize that you have not left them

You will always be

In the sun

In the moon

In the air

Everywhere

You are our happy child

- H. De Villiers -

Things we don’t say :

When you leave me – my heart lay awaken by unsaid things

I want to tell you that I’ll miss you

I want to tell you how much I care

I want to hold you in my arms

Feel you near

I want to tell you how much I’ll miss your smile

The way you make me feel

I’ll miss the way you stir your coffee

The way you drive your car

I’ll even miss the way you know who I really are

But even with all of this said

I know it is not true

I’ll never really have you

I’ll only have this hope

This hope of you

Hope that one day I’ll have you – even if it is not you

One day you will hold me the way I hold you

One day you will feel me the way I feel you

One day I will have….

YOU

- H. De Villiers -