Things we don’t say :

When you leave me – my heart lay awaken by unsaid things

I want to tell you that I’ll miss you

I want to tell you how much I care

I want to hold you in my arms

Feel you near

I want to tell you how much I’ll miss your smile

The way you make me feel

I’ll miss the way you stir your coffee

The way you drive your car

I’ll even miss the way you know who I really are

But even with all of this said

I know it is not true

I’ll never really have you

I’ll only have this hope

This hope of you

Hope that one day I’ll have you – even if it is not you

One day you will hold me the way I hold you

One day you will feel me the way I feel you

One day I will have….

YOU

- H. De Villiers -