Things that I am thankful for :

I am thankful for my family
that love me unconditionally

I am thankful for my friends
that brighten me up when a day goes unbearably wrong

I am thankful for that special person
that’s always there even if I’m not

I am thankful for my wellbeing
that let me sleep in every now and again

I am thankful for music
that make me dance and sing all day long

I am thankful for sunshine
that bring this glow to my smile

I am thankful for love
that all of us have in our hearts

I am thankful for my bank account
that pays for more than needed

I am thankful for my work
even if i don’t feel like working

I am thankful for my car
that drive me to where ever you are

I am thankful that I have no pain
something I see to often

I am thankful for forgiveness
that bind us together

I am thankful for my knowledge
a gift so frequently neglected

I am thankful for stars
that make me realize
that I’ll never be alone

I am thankful that I have it all
even if I feel hollow

I am thankful for You
the creator of all things
all that I’m thankful for

- H. De Villiers -

Mesmerized :

Strange but true never revealed
Only shown beneath our skin

Do you have unusual ways?
Maybe normal in another place

Do not feel alone
For you’ll never be
Unless you wane be special
Almost as special as me

Strange may be normal
But not normal for me
Normal not defined
In my mind to be

Wacky ways are usual
Common more to me
It is strange that trigger
The attention in me

Do you wane be noticed
In the normal way
Then do all that’s more then common
Usual for all days

Or would you like to be
Mesmerized for me
Then do as much unexpected
Never usual indeed

Then to be the strange and true
Will be true to thee
Shown apart from your body
All for me

- H. De Villiers -

Battle of each day :

running faster, i cant keep up
dripping sweat running down my cold face
showing my emotion
flikkers of no grace
a choice so hard to follow
yet so easy to make
hungering yourself for that last taste
sensation of fulfillment
not fulfilling at all
only hungering for more
breaking out for the next run
heart beating like a drum
knowing that you cant keep up the pace
pulling yourself into murder
of all your given faith
sacrificing that one pleasure
to hard to face
all for your own discomfort
your own miss taste
incorrectly moving into this worldly face
slowly gaining strength
to breath while in so much pain
trying to keep up
this devastating pace
thanking all the supporters
that witnessed your embrace
to this ungodly given...
never ending race

- H. De Villiers -

Missing you :

cold and warm

happy and sad

knowing not, what to feel

knowing not, where to find

are you mine

i am blinded

by this confusion

this optical illusion

no sleeping

hunger for more

of your comfort

and wisdom

truth unrevealed

controlled, by that i lack

are you real

am i captured

by nothing at all

by hunger

by fear

by you

by me

empty thoughts

missing

not you

but you in all

why i don’t know

but i do

- H. De Villiers -

Love Magic Music Baby...

Feel the beat...

Feel the rhythm

Feel the beat...

Pum - pa - pum pum - pa

Pum – pa - pum pum - pa

Loosen your body

Open your mind

Relaxing

In a total trance

Feel the beat

Feel the heat

Pum - pa - pum pum - pa

Pum – pa - pum pum - pa

Rushing in your body

Make the moment yours

Leaving your mind now

Your body no longer in control

The beat taking over your soul

Restlessness no longer in your mind

But in your body filled with lies

Feel the beat

Feel the music

Feel the heat

Pum - pa - pum pum - pa

Pum – pa - pum pum - pa

Feeling the sweat on your body glow

Tense dripping from your sacred soul

Bump against the being by your side

Feeling their warmth

The heat inside

Ripping your mind from all that was

Leaving you naked in your thoughts

Tripping on the rhythm

Pum - pa - pum pum - pa

Pum – pa - pum pum - pa

Sound that blast your insides still

Surrendering your mind

Sacrificing your soul

In trans you remain

Pum - pa - pum pum - pa

Pum – pa - pum pum - pa

Until the end and then

Silence...

Pain...

- H. De Villiers -