This is for you:

This is not a love rhyme

No, this is for you

To say thank you for all that you do

You are the best thing that ever happen to me

I know you won’t believe it to be

My world have changed, but yet you remained – all in a day!

I can’t explain how much this means to me

And I’ll cherish every moment – not even a glimpse it may seem

You taught me secrets of how to live and of how to share the emotions in me

A friend you where for me in need

A friend you are still, indeed

The only one that could see - I was hiding

From the world - I was dying

Now you are in a place very deep inside my heart

Where there is no escape – no falling apart

Thank you, is all I can say

For giving are only taking

And you and me are so far apart

Hopefully this thank you will reach you soon

Even if

After all

You are just the voice inside of me

- H.De Villiers -

The Uncontrollable :

today i’ve run - i’ve run so far

to be anywhere but where you are

its been awhile, years in fact, but,

you’ve make me fall

far and hard

leaving me helpless, broken and apart

but i will run away from where ever you are

for just today i’ve felt you stare

again and again, creeping me,

freaking me,

till my heart starts beating fast,

faster still

leaving me paralyzed

numb and distracted

with shocks and horror running down my spine

staring, glaring – almost unbarring

that’s why you make me run - I’ve never ran so far

as long as i’m away from you

‘cause that’s where its the safest to be

not  how i wanted it

but, choices i had to make

for wrongs i have done

only me to rectify

leaving myself to satisfy

so i will run

faster and faster still

i’ll run away from you

away from the one i cant bare to face

so that your stare won’t drag me in

or pull me closer

to your unforgiving mind

eating me whole

shrinking away my soul

so i will run far far away

to a place where i can control

this uncontrollable

- H. De Villiers - 

Frozen :

My heart are frozen
Breakable,
But not without pain
Cold,
But as warm as rain on a summers day
Soft,
But harden by painful words
That's too often said
Too often not mend
A joke
To painful to face
To true
But numbed

- H. De Villiers -

Today :

Today

Allow me to feel for you

I want to be there for you

Today your tears are all mine

Let me feel your every pain

All your sadness

Alive in me

I want to be there for you

I want to be close to you

Hold you near me

Feel you closely

Touch your senses

All around me

Today

Allow me to feel for you

I want to be there for you

- H. De Villiers -

Broken Angel :

Deep despair
To hard to bear
Angels with no wings
Broken within
Tear no longer
A cleanser of thee soul
For cries have dried
This broken mind
Empty, unwhole
That day that shook
my heart
no more spoke
of you without tears
now I’m left with no more comfort
but seeing you smile again
for hope of having you with me
every day with no end
was taken from me with no reason
only pain within

- H. De Villiers -

Feeless :

With a touch of your hand

You heal the broken
A gift you obtained
With your heart outspoken

The glare of your eyes
Captivate – mesmerized

The strength in your hands
Wrapped around my shoulders
Showing your grace
Your compassion
Your wisdom

Protector of life
The living among us
Sharing of knowledge
Combining of strengths
To defend this haven
With all your force

You surround our being
You defend in all your might
You are the saviour of nations
You are the light in the night
With your sort of strength
You fight for our right
Dressed with perfection
Armour of might
Your enemies tremble
By the sound of your name
Power unrevealing
Chosen to do what’s right

Your power – our freedom

- H. De Villiers -